Sunday, October 23, 2011

Faith 1 update

Alma 32:33 "And now, behold, because ye have tried the experiment [about exercising faith], and planted the seed [faith], and it swelleth and sprouteth, and beginneth to grow, ye must needs know that the seed is good."

I am supposed to discuss my feelings with a leader, but since I do not have once, I will share some thoughts here.  For me I've never had a difficult time believing in a Heavenly Father, his son Jesus Christ, and the Holy Ghost.  My personal challenge with faith is in overcoming fear.  I am naturally prone to worry over everything, and I wish I had complete control over every situation and circumstance in my life, but that would defeat life's purpose.  When that fear creeps in, it quietly and quickly suffocates my faith.  I have noticed over these past weeks that the more I fervently prayed to my Heavenly Father about everything, even my fears.  The closer I get to God, the less often I get anxiety over my circumstances.  One scripture that has taught about faith, that isn't in the recommended reading is 1 Timothy 1:7 "For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind."  

Sunday, October 2, 2011

Individual Worth 4

Doctrine and Covenants 88:119 "Organize yourselves; prepare every needful thing; and establish a house, even a house of prayer, a house of fasting, a house of faith, a house of learning, a house of glory, a house of order, a house of God."

Salt Lake Temple

Hopes and dreams for my future home, family, education, and life accomplishments when I was 18:
1. Get married.  I never expected to be twenty-seven and still single.  I graduated from high school, went to BYU, and knew that I would be married by the time I graduated.  Graduation came and went and I literally did not have a plan B.  I ended up working as a bank teller for two years while I prayed and thought about where my life should go.  That path has taken me to get a master's degree in American Studies and has currently brought me to law school.
2. I wanted children.  I only wanted a small handful when I was eighteen.
3. I wanted a huge, pottery barn house.
4. Go to the temple
5. Serve a mission

Hopes and dreams for my future home, family, education, and life accomplishments now:
1. Get married.  I still hope and pray for this promised blessing, but am now content with being single for however long God needs me to be.
2. Have children.  I want lots of children, which is a dream that could get biologically scary in a few short years.  I have also come to the realization that there are children who currently need my maternal instincts and feelings.  In fact, my desire to have children brought me to law school.  There are so many children who are the victims of their parents and society, which is why I'm studying family and child advocacy law.
3. I want a quaint, small and cozy house.  I do want a huge yard where I can raise chickens, bees, plant a huge vegetable garden and lots of flowers.  I would also love to have an orchard and a dairy cow.  This is a 180 degree shift in my thinking that has occurred due to Henry David Thoreau's influence.
4. I want to graduate with a law degree.  I also plan on taking online or classes at a community college throughout my life.  There's so much to learn, and I want to soak it all up.  I have been and am a college professor, so taking a free class would be a bonus!  Some subjects that particularly interest me: writing, Russian language, literature, visual arts, music, humanities, history, theatre, family history, politics, languages, philosophy, and comparative religion.
5. I have fulfilled my goal of going to the temple for myself.
6. I have served a church service mission for five years at the Church History Museum.  When I graduate, and if I move back to Salt Lake, I want to go back to my mission.
7. I want to wear myself out in the service of my God, church, community, and the world.
8. I think it would be interesting to run for public office.
9. I want to help the plight of children in the world: orphans, those trapped into a human trafficking scheme, children who are abused and neglected, to increase educational opportunities, secure their basic necessities of life, and to raise the social currency of children.

Technically, if I'm reading the manual right, this fulfills this requirement; however, it fills a bit insufficient for me right now.  I'm going to study this scripture in greater depth, focusing on each aspect and how I can apply each element into my life.  Updates will probably be sporadic, but I will keep you posted.

Faith 1 update

I am still working on this value, and will report in three weeks time.  I took a hiatus because of midterms, a paper, filling out job applications and job interviews, and two volunteer service projects.  While I still have many commitments, I realized that I need to re-dedicate myself to this goal and project.  

Wednesday, September 7, 2011

Faith 1

I am going to start with the Faith value, then maybe jump ahead to the virtue value.  Here's my first task- "The first principle of the gospel is faith in the Lord Jesus Christ.  Learn about faith from the scriptures and living prophets.  Read Hebrews 11; Alma 32:17-43; Ether 12:6-22; and Joseph Smith-History 1:11-20.  Read two general conference talks on faith.  Exercise your own faith by establishing a habit of prayer in your life.  Begin by regularly saying your morning and evening prayers."  Report after three weeks, expressing my feelings about faith and prayer.

Returning to Personal Progress

Some of you, on the first time you happen across this blog, might wonder why I have the old Young Women's Medallion in my header.  The explanation is simple, but worth explaining to avoid confusion.  I am twenty-seven, almost twenty-eight years old.  I am currently going through some transitions in my life and thought it might be a good idea to revisit the Personal Progress process.  After all, this program has wonderful direction, will help me improve myself, and help me grow closer to Heavenly Father and Jesus Christ.  I will be working on the current Personal Progress goals, unless I state otherwise.  I also hope to research into the history of the Personal Progress program and share my findings on this blog.  I welcome your feedback and memories as I embark on this new adventure of personal growth.